September 26

I've lost 15 pounds, too fast.

And no one has said a word.

I think, the days are getting shorter.

That, or I am taking on too much work. I always immerse myself into more than I can handle. And I always make sure I do everything perfectly, which is why my homework takes me so much time and why I forget to eat and why I only drink coffee and water.

They say it takes 21 days to make a habit, right?

Tomorrow is Monday. I hate Mondays, and I wish I could just sleep through a whole day without being worried about waking up to do homework or wash clothes or clean the house. There are not enough hours in the day.

I have a big glass of water sitting next to me right now and I plan to fill it once more before bed. My train of thought right now is all over the place because, my mind is just out of control right now.

My finger tips are cold.