I just tried to purge for the first time and nothing came up. I think I'm doing it wrong. I just want those sandwiches out, I was doing so well...
I guess this is a start.
Tomorrow I will get my fasting to 24 hours.
Why am I so weak all of a sudden?
I am going to buy a scale tomorrow and hopefully I will find a good one.
I wish I had laxatives, or at least knew how to purge properly.
What do I want? I want to reach my goal weight, and fuck having little goals along the way. I want to be skinny and happy. I want love and control.
If I want it bad enough.