I don't even think that sentence sums up how I am feeling. I want to cry, I want to hide, I want to jump for joy, I want to scream, I want to die.
I am applying for transfer to a new university Friday evening.
I am going to do it.
I am going to make it.
....because this, this right here, this is all I have.
I am so scared of rejection.
I fasted for another complete 24 hours. Ate a small dinner at 8:00, will be fasting until tomorrow 9:00 for another 24 hours. Scale is telling me I am lighter and lighter.