Tuesday, September 28, 2010

September 28

I'm starting to feel different, look different, see different.

The past 2 weeks I have been fasting for a whole 24 hours, then eating a small meal, then fasting for another 24 hours etc etc. I think I am going to see if I can go for a three day fast. I haven't eaten anything since 7:30 p.m. so that means 7:30 p.m. Friday evening is my goal. It shouldn't be that difficult with all the shit I have to do.

In the grander scheme of things, I have midterms coming up next Wednesday October 6th. Fantastic. I am having a minimum of two anxiety attacks a day, where I feel I could have a heart attack, because these grades have to be A's or else I will not get to transfer into the college I have already applied to. Basically, the acceptance committee is waiting on my midterm grades to decide. Fucking hell. Wish me luck, hopefully all this starving will help.

How are you ladies doing? Any new loves? Lost loves? New interests?


  1. wow, that's intense.
    you're really strong hon.
    you will get through tomorrow.
    mind if i borrow that idea?

  2. babe, you dont need luck, you will ace these tests no problem because you have worked so hard!
    congrats on the eating plan, have you lost much by doing that? sounds really goood... i wanna give it a go >.<


  3. Wow, sounds like an amazing plan. Do you know how it's effecting the scales?

    Be well, do well.

  4. efflorescentwings - I don't mind one bit if you borrow the idea. Whatever works for you is yours to take.

    BellaAna - You really have no idea how much what you just said means to me. In all honesty, I teared up a little because, I HAVE worked hard to get to where I am and I do deserve to be happy. Thank you so much, you've motivated me just that much more. And on the eating plan, I've lost 15 pounds already. My collar bones are becoming more prominent which is my goal.

    Lola - It's really been helping. I mean, I'm losing about 1.5 pounds a day, sometimes it will drop to just 0.5 of a pound because bodies can be weird, but regardless I do lose. If you want to give it a go, you should. Just make sure to fast for a whole 24 hours (I allow myself coffee and water) and then eat a small meal.

  5. Thanks for the fasting tips - I'll give it a go after I finish the CSdiet. You'll go fine for mid-terms as you've been working so hard - good luck:)